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Sunday, November 29, 2009

put to death...

I am an addict.

I am an addict to do that which my impulses dictate. I check my email compulsively, at least a few times every half an hour. I check for facebook updates at least a few times a day. I check my MSN list a few times every couple of hours to see who is online.

This addiction to my impulses carries more serious consequences. As a result of doing all those random things, my focus is compromised, and I cannot study as efficiently as I otherwise could. More time in a day is wasted on meaningless things - time which can be better spent in the company of friends, or reading a good book.

The Scriptures say that one of the fruits of the spirit is self-control. I believe that this self-control refers not merely to self-control not to sin, but also self-control over our impulses and addictions. Because Jesus Christ has set me free, I am free indeed!

But my salvation is not only past, it is also really present. My salvation is already, and not yet. There is a real extent to which I do have self-control, but also a real meaning to the fact that I struggle to attain self-control.

God, please grant the grace that I may grow in self-control...

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Jesus & Wealth

Rev. David Cook preached at ARPC this week on the topic of "Jesus & Wealth". This was part of a series of messages on the Sermon on the Mount, and this week's sermon focused on the text of Matthew 6:19-34.

Today's sermon really surfaced some ideas which I've been thinking about over the past couple of months. I shared with a couple of Shalomites during our prayer meeting that God's been speaking to me about life after law school, especially life as a (busy) lawyer. I think one of the biggest challenges for lawyers and other people who will probably live comfortably, is how to have (and keep!) a godly perspective to money.

A friend of mine just reminded me that it is so easy to be influenced by the world, and to lose perspective of God's power and greatness, and I think its a slippery slope. It never starts off with an obvious contradiction of the Scriptures. It starts with what is good, being slowly twisted to purposes which are not entirely pure, which eventually turns into sin and idolatry. Money is not bad in itself! Jesus makes it clear in the parable of the unjust servant in Luke 16:1-13 that our riches can be used to pursue things that last, rather than the superficial things that often consume our attention. But wealth can be hostile to our discipleship when it consumes us, when it consumes our attention. Rev. Cook reminded us that our preoccupation should be the same thing that preoccupied Christ:

Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name.
Your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.

- Matt 6:9-10

Do we pursue things that are eternal? Heavenly accumulation lasts; earthly accumulation rots. Rev. Cook likened our pursuit of temporal things to people trying to buy real world products with monopoly money. Monopoly money is not the currency of the world! Similarly, our bank accounts and various assets are not the currency of heaven. How will the God of all the Heavens, who owns the cattle on a thousand hills, take to our accumulation of earthly assets at the expense of eternal things?

Matt 6:22-23 reminds us that it all begins with what we expose ourselves to. The things which we set our gaze upon will eventually consume our soul. In the words of Rev. Cook, "your treasure is a magnet". Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also (Matt 6:21). Search your heart: what do you set your heart on? Do you seek first the kingdom of God? Or is the work of Christ merely something to be done on a convenient basis? Sure, we do serve God in our pursuit of success in our school, at work etc.: but has it become a convenient justification for our lack of attention and interest in the things of God? Or can we truly affirm that Christ is Lord over our studies and work?

A brief introduction to Rev. Cook can be found here:
http://www.smbc.com.au/pages/default.asp?pid=65


This message also reminded me of one of the sessions I attended at the GCF conference in Chicago last year. Here's an excerpt from my blog entry:

"An important reflection was quipped by Andy Crouch, who talked about how privilege should be seen in light of how Christ managed privilege: he never lavished it on himself. Moments of glory were always moments of service to others. We need to resist "rent-seeking" behaviour, and consider how to spend the rent and privilege we receive on others."

What do we truly seek after? Why do we work so hard? Is it for God's glory? Or is it for our own glory? Is it for the furtherance of God's kingdom? Or the glory of our name, and the accumulation of our riches and honor? God grant us the grace to always be honest with ourselves, that we may truly seek to live lives worthy of the gospel...

Thursday, October 15, 2009

林俊杰 – 點一把火炬

天上的星星 有多少 數不清
承諾和許願 又多少能兌現
貧窮到富有 算失去或擁有
悲傷和快樂 究竟能否選擇

忙忙碌碌轉呀轉 盲盲目目從早到晚
喧喧鬧鬧是與非 傷痕累累學會謙卑
聽過自己哭泣 才(會)懂得 珍惜



點一把火炬 讓愛和生命延續
用心用呼吸感應 在黑暗中照亮風雨
脆弱的世界 人變得堅強 因為有夢想
讓愛翻越所有圍墻 點燃每一個心房
照亮我們 共同的家

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Mercy Said No - CeCe Winans

I was just a child, when I felt the Savior leading
I was drawn to what I could not understand
And for the cause of Christ, I have spent my days believing
That what He'd have me be, is who I am

As I've come to see the weaker side of me
I realize His grace is what I'll need
When sin demanded justice for my soul



(Chorus)
Mercy said no
I'm not gonna let you go
I'm not gonna let you slip awayyyyyyyyyyyyyy
You don't have to be afraid
Mercy said no
sin will never ever take control
Life and death stood face to face
Darkness tried to steal my heart away
Thank You Jesus, Mercy said nooooooooooooooo

For God so loved the world, that He sent His son to save us
From the cross He built a bridge to set us free
Oh, but deep within our hearts, there is still a war that rages
And makes a sacrifice so hard to see

As midnight fell on crucifixion day
The light of hope seemed oh so far away
As evil tried to stop redemption's flow

(Repeat Chorus)

(Bridge)
And now when heaven looks at me
It's through the blood of Jesus
Reminding me of one day long ago

(Repeat Chorus)

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

California Sad-Eyed Girl

Ok, before the lyrics come, I AM NOT EMO-ING. I just love this song.

And this youtube version I'm embedding is not the absolute best thing out there. Scott Leonard has an awesome version in his album (ask either Melanie or myself for a listen!!)

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What do you think when you think of me? Do you?
What am I in your history? Am I?
So unfair to throw such perfection at a face so full of future.
Starlight in my eyes, didn't realize - it was you.
Where's it written? How was I to know? Tell me.
Should have never let the first love go.
You knew. You told me.
New Year's Eve, we celebrated.
With a toast you told this future.
Still, I see those eyes, beautiful eyes.
How could I not have known?

You'll always be the summer in my winter world,
my California sad-eyed girl.
I need to know - Are we still in your mind?
And come one day, impossible as it may seem, I can dream,
at the end of this road somewhere, you wait for me.



Saw the letter, saw the words he wrote to you.
Knew the secrets only we could know, only you.
Pick-up trucks, San Bernardino,
with each word such hope, such romance
Then he signed his name - my name.
Where is that boy now?

You'll always be the summer in my winter world,
my California sad-eyed girl.
I need to know - Are we still in your mind?
And come one day, impossible as it may seem, I can dream,
at the of this road somewhere, you wait for me.

At the end of this road somewhere you will always be.